i wrote a message to my future self when i was younger
it said you will never understand me
i dedicate a new piece of my mind to death
everytime i wake up and try to breathe
I concentrate on being myself so much, at times,
ive forgotten what its like to simply be
i contemplate all the time, living to die,
and watching the clock strike me
for all the good times,
and all of the bad,
dividing and conquering the land in between
for the one who's cared,
for every heart thats bared,
I'll find a place for you in the mean
im holding on to times i remember like they
could somehow crawl back into today
a million silenced scream stop it, no more
but i trudge through like it'll never be that way
I made my up mind, i'm never giving up
though times its so dark upstairs i can barely see
and the opening act of eternity is sleeping while its minions
quietly are creeping behind me
but theres no mind where theres no matter.
and theres no mouth left to chatter because the problem is you
the breakdown, the shakedown, of everything, coming apart where it should be together, we've lost you.
theres factors complication
such as this mind thats erasing the whole substance of our nation.
and theres nothing left inside of me that is any part of you
Dead Cross, Retox, and Qui members dish out subversive hardcore with an indignant smirk; come for the riffs, stay for the synth experiments. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 31, 2024
Knockout debut from a Buffalo, New York-based hardcore band who like their riffs sick, their drums fast, and their choruses sticky-sweet. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 28, 2024